Friday, December 5, 2008

kenneth is not a grumpy old man

although he does seem to think he is! but the time I spent in the US of A with him has proven more to myself than I think it has to him, that he is anything but. nobody who can influence upon those he loves in ways beyond measure should be allowed to feel self-defeated or worthless because he has already done more good than most can, or will bother to try to.

i am in love with a gentleman, an officer, and an amazing person whose sense of self has not ceased to astound and amuse me; there are so many things I have not come to find out about kenneth, and I'm further intrigued like this, to keep on finding out, and trying. I need my boyfriend with me, but I think he needs me to be there For Him even more - and that I promise i'll try to do.

I may not be the best boyfriend, and sometimes I cannot completely fathom the way he works. but it is our differences that draws us closer.

I love him for so many reasons, especially that I have new reasons to love him for everyday.

and I hope that I can only be enough for him (:

Benjamin

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